A New Year, another one without you here, and the pain of missing you never subsides. It’s strange to say I am thinking of you at a given time, because in truth I’m always thinking of you. You are talked about in everything me, Linzi, Amy and the boys do and, whilst I wish I knew you were with us when we do things and go places I have to believe that you are. I’m doing my best to make you proud, and I want to honour your memory wherever possible. I’m sorry for all the times I made mistakes, when you were alive and afterwards, and I hope you know how loved you were in life, and continue to be in your everlasting life. Love always. Dad xxxxx